My new blog! The blog we started on the night Leo was born had a very specific purpose. We could update our community on what our journey looked like. We could tell our community what was going on in our lives as we experienced one of the most difficult periods of our life. As Leo's days outside of the womb grew, we gave updates on each talk with a doctor, each appointment, each step of the journey. 4 years later, life looks very different. Things aren't changing as frequently. Routine does exist within medically complicated parenting. More than that, though, progress looks very different. I have an interesting relationship with that word: "progress". Here's the thing, we often define "progress" in terms of physical capabilities. Toward the beginning of Leo's life, we were asking questions about Leo's weight gain, eating journey, physical development, and such. Through many of these questions, we could see "progress". We s...
Ok, honest take here, I don't like it when the answer to "How's life?" is "Busy!" I get so tired of that. So I'm consciously changing that answer here. Um, ok, I'm stealing from my sister-in-law. Life is FULL. Summer has been FULL of so much learning and such rich experiences. I am currently sitting in the Mexico City airport...by myself. I am away for a week with some friends in Mexico (missionary kid friends) while Brad and Leo hold the fort down. We also have help in that because some people are watching Leo during my time away so that Brad can get some kid-free time to focus on work. Other than those times, he's balancing parenting and working without me. This trip is a completely new experience for our family. All of us are processing in our own ways. Brad and I don't like to be away from each other. Especially with travelling by myself, there's been anxiety on both sides. Leo and I have never been apart for this long....
I don't know why I'm having a hard time starting this post. So, see I've been floundering with writing another update because I have this internal conflict. One side says, "I need to talk about Leo, how he's doing, and nothing else." The other side says, "There's not much to update on so do you need to keep writing?" And, yet, another side says, "Your friends read this to hear about Leo, not your thoughts." But, in reality, this blog has changed its shape. It started the night Leo was born. It was a way to tell our community what was up for Brad, Leo, and me as the world as we knew it had shattered. It was way easier to write one post than send a thousand texts (and that's zero complaint about having community and people to text). It was literally the medical updates that doctors would give. And throughout Leo's life, those have gone from multiple updates in a day, to multiple appointments in a week, to months and months...
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